Recently listening to some soulful sadness queens of music, I had a revelation. I have a whole life ahead of me, a whole life that will be full of adventure and friends, and living between the lines. A whole life, that I can just live. This excites me beyond belief, I will finally be totally independent, and I can be fantastic. But it also terrifies me. What if I can't pay the bills, or life isn't as exciting as I think it will be? What If i really miss my parents, or my old house? What if I never find somebody that i truly love, what if i dies, and nobody misses me? The reality is, I don't know what is going to happen to me. And if it turns out bad, I can change. As lady gaga would say, "If life gives you lemons, make a dress." I'm a strong person, and I am incredibly stubborn.
I'm willing to fail a few times to make a really beautiful picture. I think outside the box, I use my words and I observe. I love life passionately and I hate life passionately. I accept those who love differently and I recognize that I am one who is different. I realize that there will be those who say you can't, and don't do it for them, you just have to do it. I know that no matter where we come from, we are all of the same love. I know I'm just a baby, trying to understand.
One day, i'll know the end of my story. Until then, i'll be riding.
"I hear the birds on the summer breeze
i drive fast, i am alone in the night
been tryin hard not to get into trouble
but i, i've got a war on my mind.
so I just ride."
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