The world is crashing down around me, bit by bit. It seems as though just last week I could've thrown my arms out to the sky in gratitude, and this week all I can do is cry. Life is a terrible experiment. It seems as though everyone and everything is working against me, trying to make sure I fall. Homework is piling up, I'm scrambling with play, I don't get any sleep, I worry about college, and I have to fight to even be put in the field in soccer. On top of that, a storm is brewing within my family, and it seems as though they hate me. People are being mean, including teachers, and life is just too much for me. The blows are coming harder and faster. They're digging deeper, and i can tell you it really hurts.
But. Still. I look around, thankful to live in the beautiful place I do. Thankful that I will most likely make it out of this rather large hole. But. Still. It's a big hole.
Hopefully I can find a large shovel.
"all I know is pouring rain, and everything has changed."
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