Don't get me wrong, I am a lot more comfortable with discussing girl things than most people are. Like periods, I honestly don't get what the big deal is. For god's sake, its just a little blood. And vagina's, people you all came from them, deal with the fact that you will most likely be confronted with them at some point, whether you want to be or not. And swearing. I honestly talk like a marine, and I just can't seem to figure out what bug is up people's asses about some words. Like I wouldn't get expelled for calling my teacher eloquent, but why would I for calling her a pompous bitch? It's a form of expression, and wait, hold the phone, isn't that somewhere in the doctrines of our country, maybe like the constitution? Freedom of expression? Stop me if this is ringing any bells for you.
And lesbians. God. On my bucket list is to kiss a girl. I honestly don't see what's so wrong about this. I like people for who they are, not what they are, or how they identify. So what if I think Keira Knightley has fantastic boobs, or that Sofia Black D'elia is hot as hell? What does it matter if I have a girl crush on her? Since when did society become so uptight about every damn thing. I am going to do what I am going to do, I'm going to act on how I feel, and why should I have to be branded for that?
And sex. People talk to me about sex, more than I'd like to admit. I couldn't be that casual about it. I'm not even going to pretend I could. It's a big deal to me, and I'm not going to partake in it unless I want to. I just can't understand what makes people want to do something so special with someone who isn't going to care, or someone who will be awful about it. This is what confounds me about relationships, because I haven't ever been in a serious relationship. And there's this stigma attached to it, like if I wait until I'm in a committed relationship, and if that doesn't happen for a while, why is that an invitation for people to judge me? I'll make my own decisions, and If I want your opinion, I will ask for it. I'm not going to give myself away to someone who isn't worth my time.
And why does being an asshole make you desirable? For example, Tiger Woods. I respect his ex-wife, because she didn't wait, she left his sorry ass in the dust, and took those kids with her. She was smart enough to know that anyone who does that kind of thing deserves to be left behind. But Lindsey Vonn (a really famous skiracer) is with him now. How can you forget that a person has done that sort of thing? How could you ever trust them? How can you be with that big of an asshole?
At the heart of this issue, is the fact that showing your feelings is somehow forbidden. It's secret teenage law that you don't show emotion. You can't even kiss your parents goodbye, or say that you love them in public. Why is it so wrong to do that? If I wanted to tell my mom i loved her and give her a hug, why should I be judged, or made fun of for that? There doesn't seem to be a good reason to me, To hide everything, to bottle it up, to not show things. And maybe this is why I'm not popular, because I don't understand why I have to act a certain way to be liked.
So at the risk of sounding like I'm a real angsty teenager, I will be my own person. Because I'll choose my friends based on how they act and what they're like, at all times. And don't expect me to be nice to you, if you're only nice to me when no one else is around (you know who you are).
Because humans, unlike other animals, were given the ability to feel, the ability to show emotion so clearly, that to throw it away would be like a huge middle finger to the universe. And, as we all know, if you fuck over the universe, Karma will hit you like a ten ton concrete wall, sooner or later.
And sex. People talk to me about sex, more than I'd like to admit. I couldn't be that casual about it. I'm not even going to pretend I could. It's a big deal to me, and I'm not going to partake in it unless I want to. I just can't understand what makes people want to do something so special with someone who isn't going to care, or someone who will be awful about it. This is what confounds me about relationships, because I haven't ever been in a serious relationship. And there's this stigma attached to it, like if I wait until I'm in a committed relationship, and if that doesn't happen for a while, why is that an invitation for people to judge me? I'll make my own decisions, and If I want your opinion, I will ask for it. I'm not going to give myself away to someone who isn't worth my time.
And why does being an asshole make you desirable? For example, Tiger Woods. I respect his ex-wife, because she didn't wait, she left his sorry ass in the dust, and took those kids with her. She was smart enough to know that anyone who does that kind of thing deserves to be left behind. But Lindsey Vonn (a really famous skiracer) is with him now. How can you forget that a person has done that sort of thing? How could you ever trust them? How can you be with that big of an asshole?
At the heart of this issue, is the fact that showing your feelings is somehow forbidden. It's secret teenage law that you don't show emotion. You can't even kiss your parents goodbye, or say that you love them in public. Why is it so wrong to do that? If I wanted to tell my mom i loved her and give her a hug, why should I be judged, or made fun of for that? There doesn't seem to be a good reason to me, To hide everything, to bottle it up, to not show things. And maybe this is why I'm not popular, because I don't understand why I have to act a certain way to be liked.
So at the risk of sounding like I'm a real angsty teenager, I will be my own person. Because I'll choose my friends based on how they act and what they're like, at all times. And don't expect me to be nice to you, if you're only nice to me when no one else is around (you know who you are).
Because humans, unlike other animals, were given the ability to feel, the ability to show emotion so clearly, that to throw it away would be like a huge middle finger to the universe. And, as we all know, if you fuck over the universe, Karma will hit you like a ten ton concrete wall, sooner or later.
If everybody feels the same
This is why we play these games
Rock it to the early dawn
Soon those good times will be gone
Let this be our little secret
No one needs to know we're feeling
Higher and higher and higher
Higher and higher and higher
This is why we play these games
Rock it to the early dawn
Soon those good times will be gone
Let this be our little secret
No one needs to know we're feeling
Higher and higher and higher
Higher and higher and higher
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